Discovering my Forty-Two

I'll be your lightning rod of hate!

Aug 18

Four day road trip to figure out where I went wrong as Aspen.


Aug 17

Aug 11

Aug 10
“I’m really afraid to feel happy, because it never lasts.” Andy Warhol (via acrylicalchemy)

(via acrylicalchemy)


Aug 8
But when the likelihood of everything going wrong outweigh the delusions of things going right….

But when the likelihood of everything going wrong outweigh the delusions of things going right….

(via tenacioustwenties)


“The fear of failure
Is so irrational that
Pretty girls scare me”

Aug 6
“Intimacy is
what I want most in this world
yet my greatest fear.”
Maybe my most coherent description

Jul 30

(via kpfun)


Jul 26

Experienceproject may be a more appropriate place for the mess that’s been stinking inside me. 

I’m half tempted to shut this space down, I’ve stopped contributing anything worth contributing for a couple years now. I really don’t know. I’m pretty numb again anytime I’m awake.


It’s taboo to admit that you’re lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven’t left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. Ha ha, funny. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you’re not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are.

A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn’t transition well to adult life, that you’d fall right through the cracks. And look at you now. La di da, it’s happening.

Ryan O’Connell

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